God i'd like to take this time to say thank you for putting Chris in my life. I know its hard for him to love you and put you first. Help him with that and give him the strength and the patience and the perserverence to do so. I love him so much and i love you so much too. Help me to love you first as well. I struggle with it too. Please continue to bless this relationship and help us to grow together in you. I love you so much. Thank you for him and for everything.

Yours truely,
Alicia Faye

God today was a decent day. Thank you for the warm weather despite the fact that i hate the heat. =D. Please help me to not hold grduges and to not get so easily frustrated with my friends. Ugh...it just drives me nuts how they think things are funny and they dont even think twice about how i might feel about it. Even though they think its funny, i might not think so. Help Chris to realize that he needs to follow you even more strongly than he already is. Please help him to have patience and to be the father that leads his daughter to you every step of the way. Help him to show you to her. Ugh...im just so frustrated right now and im not even sure why this whole thing made me so upset. I'm not even sure i want to hang out any more. But i will because i know they didnt mean to, but they were just being so short. Please let all of the dowm stuff and shopping go well. And mm...i dont even know. Please help him to be strong. Please show yourself to everyone that i love. i know you love them more than i do, which is crazy to think about. Please help me to just let things go and give them to you. Please take my temptations away from me. I know i will get them and that's the way its gonna go, but help me to realize that they are there and i need to ditch them. help me to do so. and please help me to not get so frustrated with grammy. she makes me so mad. and help mher to not have so many dumb questions and so many obnoxious moments. Ugh please take my frustration away. please. I love you so much and i need you. Help me with everything. I love you!

Yours Truely,
Alicia Faye

God this isnt my normal nightly prayer. I havent done my reading yet. God i love you so much and i am not strong enough on my own. My strength comes from you. Please give me enough strength to support him and show him the love that you show me everyday. Show him your love without even using me. God he needs you so bad tonight. To watch the tears streming down his face and to have to walk away is so rough. I know that he needs your arms around him tonight. You can help so much more than i can and i pray that you please help him so much. Give him strength. Give him patience. Give him endurance. Give him a big heart and knowledge. Please calm her nerves and settle her uneasy little temper and demeanour. He can only take so much God and right now i know that he needs to lean on you. Please help him to lean on you and to hand it over to you without any question. You can solve this problem and i am here handing it over to you because i know that i cannot do it. I am helpless. I know he is too God. Soften his heart and show him that he needs you and he needs to not hold on to it. He needs to show your love in every aspect of his life including to her. Please help him to let go and to just ...i dont even know God. He just needs you. Just be with him. Be the comforting arms that i know you can be and help him feel your love. You are amazing God and i know that you can solve all problems. I am coming to you asking you to do so. Please. Love him. Show him. Be with him. Help him. I love him so much God but i can only do so much...i'm asking you to do everything. I love you God. and i love him. Please. Thank you.

Yours Truely,
Alicia Faye

God today was a good day. I got to sleep, then work wasn't all that bad. Thank you so much for giving me days like these. Thank you so much for Chris God. I'm excited to see what plans you have to come. Please help me to know what i'm supposed to be doing in every area of my life. I'm scared to leave God. I'm SO incredibly excited yet so scared all at once. I know that there is so much out there and i know that you have so much planned for me. Help me to not be scared or discouraged when life throws stuff at me that im not expecting. You are my stronghold. Help me to always remember that. Please let dad have a safe trip home from where ever he was (south america yea?) . Thank you so much for Michelle. She has such a heart. She loves me so much and i know. Thank you for putting her in my life to listen and to talk to me and to not let me feel judged. Thank you for the opportunity to grow closer to her at CIY. I love her so much and im so thankful for her. God you know it means so much to me to have a guy figure in my life who loves me. Someone to hold me and tell me it will be alright, someone to tell me they love me all the time. Thank you so much for putting him in my life. Chris is proud of me God. I know you are too. Please help us to grow together in you, to sprint toward you and to not give up or grown weary. Pick us up when we slack. Help him to be the man of God that i need and help me to be the woman of faith that he needs. Please help him emotionally, physically, and spiritually in every way possible. Please help me to look toward you in everything and to keep you above him. You know how hard it is for me and i cant do it without you. i can do nothing without you. God i love you so much and thank you for everything you've blessed me with. I can't believe how excited i am to see what comes next in my life. You have awesome plans for me...i feel it. Help me to strive for them and live a life worthy of the calling your placed on my life just as i read tonight. I love you so much God. Thank you for everything..

Ephesians 4:1, 22-24

Yours Truely,
Alicia Faye